Tonight, I was hoping on going out alone and having a good time. I wanted to explore some new places in a very beautiful part of town that during the daytime, has some stunning women. I went there tonight because there are some bars around and I enjoy being in bars alone, talking to people and enjoying new drinks.

I didn't have much time tonight cause I left my house late, and so I got to the bar about an hour and a half before it closed. There was a game on, and the bar was completely full. I sat down and talked a bit with the guy that was next to me while I simultaneously looked around to see if anyone was catching my attention. No one did. At most there was this one group of girls that sitting in a table(with no open spaces) that I kept glancing at. Since I would have to awkwardly stand there while talking to them in a loud ass bar, I didn't think it would be a good idea to approach.

This girl ended up sitting next to me while I was waiting for my food and drink. She wasn't that attractive but I wanted to entertain myself a bit so I thought I would talk to her. I asked her some typical questions like what she was doing here, where she was from, etc... I'm not witty enough to tease people, I've tried doing it a lot in the past but at the moment, I struggle to come up with something so instead of forcing it I just ask whatever question is on my mind or say whatever I'm thinking at that time and see what sticks, but I was getting really bored and exhausted (Ive been up since 7am). At one point I just didn't feel like talking to anyone. I just got up, paid for my shit and left.

I walked down the street to look for another bar, getting tired by the minute, only to find out that said bar was already closed. I really debated whether I should hit the nightclub regardless just to get AT LEAST one number. At the end, I just drove back home because I was exhausted and couldn't get myself to be energetic enough to flirt.

I'm frustrated though because after hundreds of approaches, I've gotten no lays or dates. Just a couple of numbers and a few matches on hinge. I feel defeated. I am still awake but I'll probably crash real soon, I just want to know what went wrong tonight.