Got blown off by a chick I really liked few weeks back

This got me back into game with "I'm going to prove you wrong bitch" mentality. Beta shit. Downward spiral

Getting numbers, setting up dates but I'm acting hella thirsty at least on the inside

My apartment is a mess and I just clean it up for the weekend in case I pull or if I got a date

Binge drinking, eating like shit, slowing losing my gains

Getting up late for work

Taking my dog out less, being lazy

Addicted to watching pick up vids on youtube

Just waiting for weekends to hit the bar/club

I think I need to take a mental break for a bit and get back on track

Anyone relate?