How many of you have been in LTR before, but have given up on the idea? Is the power and freedom worth the stability and safety? Do you ever stop missing the security?

Or maybe you never really are safe in a LTR unless you're alpha any way?

For me, I don't think there's any going back. I couldn't give up what I've gained again, but another part of me feels like there's 'some thing more' to LTR then just trading freedom for security.

All those out there who have had their heart ripped out and handed to them, or who just walked away for their freedom, let me know what you think. I'm really curious to hear from some one who's years down the line rather then weeks like I am.

I'd like to think its possible to be alpha and in a LTR, but thats not me, and probably wont be me any time soon.