Went to bar and ended up seeing a girl I know. We’re chatting the entire night and she introduces me to her friends. We’re literally touching and talking the entire night. Anyways at some point she says im like a little brother to her and In my head im like taken aback but just jokingly say oof and continue talking. Everyone is sleeping at her place for the weekend and she invites me to sleep over as well. I am also closer friends with her roommate, so I wasn’t sure if she was being forward or more just accommodating. We get back to hers and its just me and her for a while but she sets up a separate bed for me. I sit right next to her and start touching her thigh. She’s still talking and I just stop her and sort of lean in for the kiss. This is where im not sure what I did but she kinda just looked at me and I said no? And she says she has a thing with someone in the apts brother not sure who. She would’ve been the hottest girl I’ve ever gotten with which made me more timid in making a move. I’m just overall confused on if I ever even had a chance or if I screwed up somewhere. This weekend has made me realize I have no frame and when I do it crumbles like a pringle. Rejection no longer phases me but it situations like this that fuck me up the most especially since I have OCD.