Since I've started reading up on this stuff I have read a lot about being "in-state" or "state dependent". Some say it is total bullshit, but being in "state" is something that I experience. Certain friends of mine trigger it when I am in their presence. Sometimes it happens at random. It occurs more frequently if I am under the influence of caffeine. What happens is amazing. I feel as if I am the life of the party. I am the life of the party, the center of attention. Everyone else is pinging off me. It is a state where no fucks are given. My dialogue is so free flowing and I can engage anyone, making them laugh and have a good time. Not only do others enjoy my presence when I am in this state but I myself also have the most fun. I feel like my game is god-like as well. Woman around the room glance at me as if I'm Brad Pitt. My confidence is through the roof.

What I am trying to do is to better my understanding of this and learn to trigger it whenever I want. I know some of you Sedditors have experience with this.

EDIT: My conception of state may be incorrect. Please correct me if it is.