Title says it all. I walked around for miles and couldn’t approach a single person, I don’t know what happened, I was so sure of myself when I left the house, but by the time I came back home I was so fucking defeated, that shit hurts a lot more than rejection and I started to doubt myself, if I can do this. I’m not even trying to get numbers or anything I’m just trying to explore the interactions of the women I meet and get to know them. I don’t know why it’s so difficult.

EDIT: I think asking for directions is the best suggestion for me to warm up. I was so socially anxious that my eyes were watering and I felt like I forgot how to walk lol, but I’ll keep putting myself out there to adjust to those stimuli. I have cold approached before (last week) so I know it’s possible for me, it’s just really difficult. Try again tomorrow