<RANT> Just found out that my ex got with her first guy since we split up 7 months ago. I am pretty sure it is her first, cause she only cheated on me emotionally with Jesus Christ (who is now her rock) and is in this diehard church group and battered women’s group and promised herself she was going to wait a year until pursuing another relationship. This guy…He is her old boyfriend from 20 years ago that she broke up with to get with me. Now her whole story is how she always wondered what could have been and regrets going down the path with me. She is talking like she is in love with this guy and all goo goo gaw gaw about it. He lives across the country and she just went out for a short visit.

This doesn’t bother me that much. She is bat shit crazy and I hope she finds what she is looking for. But it is a milestone where I now have this dread of dealing with another douche in my kids lives. It’s funny how she has been conjuring her old exes out of the woodwork that she barely spoke too in last twenty years. Had them in her back pocket on her Facebook. I know another past crush that was courting her but it didn’t pan out. And I know she has reached out to just about every ex of hers even her first husband who is married now.

Is that something women do because certain love emotions are rekindled from past experiences?

By contrast, I have no interest in contacting any crazy woman from my past or emotionally entangling myself with a new one. Now I admit I am over here on my own bender banging sugar babies and hookers galore, but is all sex and no emotion. If I do get feelings for someone as is bound to happen I will not have the wool pulled over my eyes and lie to myself that I am in love with them. Cuz they will turn on a dime like a werewolf. I am in love with pussy that is all.

She just had sex finally with someone other than me and she is falling in love again and dreaming about their future? Lol to me that is so bizarre. It must be how a woman’s brain works. She is very emotionally driven and speaks of it as if Crystal asteroids are aligning with the andromeda galaxy. She says she went wrong because I am like her mom who she fights with and this guy is like her dad who is her best friend and a huge pushover. I guess she should have gotten a dad clone to begin with.

She got the approval of her woman’s group which was important to her I guess. That is another thing about woman. So eager for social acceptance. They had been telling her not to fall in love with no rotten man so soon but apparently this guy is fine cause it feeels right to her. The dude is going through a divorce and got cheated on by his exw, who I sort of want to look up now. Kidding. Anyways, just needed to share.

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