Frist off I appreciate all of you here. It's been coming up on 2 years since my divorce. This group in particular really helped me get thru the frist year.

It was not ugly or drawn out. No fighting No hate No lawyers . I just laid down 17 years later your leaving . It broke my spirit I didn't fight take what you want .

The dust has settled . Someone else lives in my forever home. She moved away i have not talked to her in over a year.

Not sure why she has been on my mind alot this week. She is a good women, she didn't try and hurt me other than ending the marriage.

Just needed to get it off my chest. I lost my best friend and I am missing her.

I'm 63 now I live in a different town. I went back to work. I was retired at the time she told me.

Got a new place started fixing it up and continued with my hobbies. I guess I just never imagined this would be my life now.

I have not dated at all. I don't see it in the near future. I have a ton of friends I spend time with them alot. I don't talk about the divorce anymore unless it's here.

Thanks I am sleeping better things are ok. I spend a fair amount of time alone I have gotten use to it.

Thanks for listening just need to get it out it's bothering me this week.

I appreciate all of you. You have helped me navigate this without causing any drama or needed amends for behavior.