Firstly everyone has seen my posts. This is really my only outlet when it comes to talking as all of the mutual friends chose the wife over me. All politicians or work in politics etc etc. I feel like my whole life with her was a lie. She said she found text messages in my phone about cheating on her. Which I’m like okay may I see them? She reads some out and I’m like I can see how that would be cheating but truly meant nothing of it and told her she can reach out to the person if you’d like. I apologized that it may seem I have committed emotional infidelity but then again I never said anything like I love you etc. we just talked about how terrible our spouses are treating us. Again no nudes or explicit conversation about body parts etc. All her friends are having kids with big houses and great high paying political jobs. My friends I’ve known for 20 plus years are all down to earth people. Truly an opposite spectrum. Back story of me, army got injured doing army things. Rated 100 percent p and t. Bought a house prior to the marriage. Lived happily there, decent home really didn’t need to work but I did for fun. Here comes wife. Wife makes me sign prenup on marriage day that has none of my assets on it. I’m like I can’t sign this. Brides maid then states if you don’t sign it wedding is off. I’m like “okay fml” After wedding wife says “I want new house” okay so now I really have to go to full time again. So I work full time plus 100 and she can run for office etc. Get a huge house and put in a heated Inground pool. Towards end of marriage wife hands paperwork stating I’ve been cheating on her and then they play a game. Fast forward to now. Turns out she never really loved me. I think she loved the fact that she could get anything with me. Jewelry new car new pool etc. when that stopped and her campaign took a fat L I think she wanted out and wanted to be with someone who all her political friends can relate to. Truly all her friends are the bottom of the earth evil except for 2 of them. I’m a conservative but holy fuck after this whole interaction with my wife and the heads of state party etc. None of these people are human to me. Like I’ve been through enough in my life, seen the worst of humanity in other countries but this, this is worse somehow. My wife screaming at me “I’ll never have a daughter” I’m like “ughhh we can reconcile and fix that lol.” Her kicking me out the house that mind you I’m paying everything for. Waiting on my lawyer to talk to her lawyer and state that I have indeed been paying everything for the betterment of owning the house. Shame if I lose the house as I have a pool loan that just finished building the pool. Also the neighbors are really cool and love me. Anyways back it. Looking at my wife and how she treated people and how she talked to people. Always so mean, short tempered and just down right rude. Her whole family has some form of mental issues about processing emotions. I mean her sisters will randomly yell or start crying. Her brother just shuts down and walks away. My wife will literally scream at a drop of the hat. I’m like whoa let’s get y’all some help. Told my wife when she kicked this party off that I have free therapy and so do you. We can go to marriage counseling. “I don’t want to go it didn’t work with my ex fiancé” I’m like okay 👍🏻. Anywho sorry for rant folks it’s just 3 am thoughts. Therapist told me to write out instead of killing myself lol. I guess I’ll take the writing out option.