I can for once say in my whole life my mental health has tanked. Not suicidal but close to it. The Mrs is just machine gunning me while still processing my “actions”. My therapist and psychiatrist agree that I am a risk of suicide but also think that my wife has some unresolved issues that she’s letting out onto me. Like she will get her friends to message me and say that you’ll never see your dogs again. Good luck being worthless etc etc. I’m like 👍🏻 but deep down I’m thinking to myself are you 16? Who tf says to someone? You’re in your 30s act like it. Sad to say it I think I’ve finally accepted the fact that I won’t reconcile with her only because of how she acted the whole time of the divorce. I mean even during the marriage just seemed off. But I was happy and happiness has no price I guess.