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[–]3whatsthisgarg15 points16 points17 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
not even funny
you should spend hours searching for your ass and then pull your head out of it
[+]jerzeypipedreamz[S] -8 points-7 points-6 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
Your absolutely right. Its not funny. I've been told about 20 times to read the side bar. And now that I have, I'm sorry I did.
[–]BowlOfCandy6 points7 points8 points 9 years ago (3 children) | Copy Link
Piss off. You're not ready to post here if this is what you're inspired to write.
edit: I notice this is the second time you submit a complaint about the sidebar. The first one got removed, this one will too.
[+]jerzeypipedreamz[S] -10 points-9 points-8 points 9 years ago (2 children) | Copy Link
I'm inspired to write about whatever I please. And it shouldn't. The first one I was going to erase myself. I finally found the stupid thing. It only shows on the full site. Not the mobile page. I'm simply curious as to why everyone is saying "don't post unless you read the side bar". "Side bar is a must". "Gotta read the side bar". Its truly useless. Unless your writing a school paper on the contents, i don't see any use for it. There is nothing in there that I found to be inspiring. Nothing that will make my "game" better. Just alot of nothing.
[–]BowlOfCandy1 point2 points3 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
We say don't post because you dilute the sub with low quality content. This community exists for purposes much greater than yourself.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] -3 points-2 points-1 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
Who is we? And I'm not asking for a side bar to be talored to my needs. I'm just saying, for desperately hopeless situation, I was told to read it. As if it were some holy grail to guys in need of direction. And it's not.
[–]Katavasis2 points3 points4 points 9 years ago (11 children) | Copy Link
If you don't understand the sidebar,then you should focus on other things,like reading books and studying math or science.
Anything to increase your mental capacity and intellectual maturity.
I am dead serious here.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (10 children) | Copy Link
Books confuse me. By the time I get to the end of the page, I forget what the beginning was about. Much rather watch a video about it. Much more straight foward with its information. Don't need to re-read the same line 100 times just to figure out what the author was trying to say at that moment. That's why I managed to leave school and run printing presses as a teenager. Before I broke my back and was put on meds that ruined me.
[–]mi1a4 points5 points6 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
You seem to be following this conversation well enough.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
I can follow small coversation that are written out about nothing important because I can go over and see what I've typed. And everything is in small pieces. If these were longer, I would have given up a long time ago in frustration.
[–]-ATLAS-_0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
Well then here it is. We found the root cause of all the issues. Reading is literally someone summarizing their best thoughts into a concise, deliverable idea. Talking can't be as well thought out and edited logically as writing can unless it's a practiced speech.
Reading comprehension is probably the single skill that could turn around any possible situation better than anything else.
[–]Katavasis0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (6 children) | Copy Link
Then this sub is not for you.
Proced to the exit,before we bring out the bodyguards.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] -2 points-1 points0 points 9 years ago (5 children) | Copy Link
Why is it not for me? What does having a learning disability have anything to do with this place?
[–]Katavasis1 point2 points3 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
If you can't comprehend the sidebar,you will not be able to understand anything in this forum.
If you can't understand the sidebar,it means you have more serious problems,that cannot be fixed here. If so,you should seek professional medical help.
Good luck mate.
I understand some things. Alot of stuff doesn't make sense. Its probably because the world we live in doesn't make sense,so that doesn't help. But I get some of it. However, there is no professional that could or would be willing to help me. I have no money. People don't like doing things for free.
[–]DigitallyDisrupt0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago* (2 children) | Copy Link
It actually has a lot to do with it. There are some complex concepts that go fully against the grain of everything you've been taught up to this point, and they blow the minds of people without a LD. Mostly due to cognitive dissonance. Which is another negative aspect of side bar material and this place in general, is all of the new terminology you will have to learn, quickly.
The hate you are getting from people here, is because we don't allow self pitying here. You started doing that without stating first, your reason.
Now, on to your reason. You seem to have been dealt a very bad hand in life. I'm sorry. Really. I work with mentally challenged, terminally ill, people with plenty of lack of hope and despair. I'll tell you what I tell them. Kill yourself if you don't want to put up with it. Seriously. This is a crap world as it is. I don't sugar coat, or blow smoke up your ass, living is tough as a normie, and gets much, much worse when you have a challenge to overcome. Because people do not give a fuck about you.
And when you take the red pill, it just gets much, much worse for everyone, especially normies. Suddenly you realize, not only is the world shit, but half the world are insane children, the other half cover the spectra of religious nuts, zealots, crooks, scammers, and the sociopaths, and psychopaths. Then, that doesn't even begin to touch the fact that half the population is less than 100 IQ, basically sheep with two legs. Corporations feeding off humans, and then poisoning those that survive, hoarding all of the money, and giving a portion to the sociopath in charge.
All of that... Really makes you want to kill yourself. I personally stay around for the LULZ, I'm a gamer and I don't mind a game on hard mode. But you, it's like your screen is broken, controller broken, slow processor, and on hard mode. I think if that was me, I'd punch out, NO fun in this game, not even the lulz.
However, what I would do first, if there was anything I even remotely gave a crap about, I'd get a really good, $250k+ life insurance policy that pays out on suicide after a short period of time, and make a charity, person or persons the beneficiary. That waiting period of time, will allow you to get things ready. It may also allow you to get a different perspective on things. If not, you got the exit button primed.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
I like to say I don't have cognitive dissonance. I know what that is and when people throw that up because the belief they had was challenged and they don't have any logical explanation to support the belief, I just want to choke them out. Usually women do this. And I don't care, I'll choke a bitch nowadays. They want equal pay, equal rights but special privileges ? I don't fucking think so. That's probably why I don't care so much of I'm single forever. I would like to have sex again however. But that's not going to happen. Even the guy in the wheelchair probably gets laid more than me. He's got that ability to talk and he's a got a wife so that probably works out good for him. I thought I had a girl that I could depend on. But it turns out the lack of sex that she said she didn't care about, she did. And basically everything else she every said was ok, wasn't. Including the short sex. If bitches would just say what they meant, things would be better. And I don't mean in a bitchy way. Like a normal person way. As for that exit button, that's my biggest problem. I don't have one. There is no sure fire way to go. I've already tried, twice. And both just lead to me waking up the next morning with a headache and rough poops. And if you do manage to Do it, and they bring you back, your really fucked then.
[–]DigitallyDisrupt0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
As for that exit button, that's my biggest problem. I don't have one. There is no sure fire way to go. I've already tried, twice. And both just lead to me waking up the next morning with a headache and rough poops. And if you do manage to Do it, and they bring you back, your really fucked then.
Not trying to help you along, but there are at least two states in the US that have legalized and have facilities for euthanasia.
I thought I had a girl that I could depend on. But it turns out the lack of sex that she said she didn't care about, she did. And basically everything else she every said was ok, wasn't. Including the short sex. If bitches would just say what they meant, things would be better. And I don't mean in a bitchy way. Like a normal person way.
We hear you, that's why we are here. That's why we made the side bar. It's a lot to read and take in, but that's why we tell everyone to reReRead it. Eventually it just clicks.
And look, you and us (redpill) we got off on a bad foot. Even if you are angry, we understand that. If you think we are dicks, it's because we don't sugar coat. This group is the closest to real friends you can have online, trust me. It's good you are here.
[–]Snowiceolated1 point2 points3 points 9 years ago (10 children) | Copy Link
Start with The Rational Male. It's where I started. Both of these are on the side bar too:
https://therationalmale.com/2011/12/27/women-in-love/ https://therationalmale.com/2012/09/10/men-in-love/
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] -2 points-1 points0 points 9 years ago (9 children) | Copy Link
I read them But they didn't make any sense to me. It's like explaining quantum mechanics to a 5 year old. I just just stared at it and at the end asked for a snack. Seriously, it might as well be another language.
[–]Stythe2 points3 points4 points 9 years ago (7 children) | Copy Link
Then re-read it. Again and again until some of it clicks. Iternalize it. Go experience things. Talk to women, try being arrogant and try being awkward and gain applicable experiences necessary to comprehend it.
You either lack the awareness to get what's being said, or aren't even trying to. The fact that you posted this implies the latter, but I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt. In future, if you don't understand something, break it down to smaller pieces and start there. Then once you are able to explain what specific parts you don't understand, ask that question. Preferably in a way that doesn't imply you've given up already and are just whining.
Saying you don't get any of it is just lazy and ignorant. Seriously.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (6 children) | Copy Link
I'm guessing you have a fully working body and a fresh, quick responding mind? Must be nice.
[–]Rhythmic1 point2 points3 points 9 years ago (4 children) | Copy Link
You have a challenge that nobody here has a clue about. It's very unlikely that anybody would have a ready solution for your situation.
Look at it long-term: When you figure this out, you'll have achieved a level of wisdom unique to you.
Realize that you are at the beginning of a huge project. It's gonna take as long as it has to.
Good luck.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (3 children) | Copy Link
That's just it. I'm never going to figure this out. Not in a way that will allow me to stay alive anyhow. And it will only take as long as I let it.
[–]Rhythmic0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (2 children) | Copy Link
A 100% convincing appearance of 'impossibility' is precisely what makes your eventual victory fulfilling.
And your current inability to imagine this yet is precisely what an appearance of 'impossibility' happens to feel like.
You can never bounce back unless you fall first.
You never know what you can accomplish until you do.
If it were easy, it would be boring.
One day, when you look back at what you've overcome, you'll know that it was never a sickness unto death - but an opportunity for a great victory.
If it seems hard to imagine now, that's the entire point: It has to seem hard.
BTW, it's OK to not be ready yet. Take your time.
You will prevail.
And this will be your own victory and nobody else's.
I don't think you grasp the severity of the situation. Do yourself a quick favor and look into something called arachnoiditis. Could save yourself a life of crippling pain. A life that I really don't want to live out. And it's doesn't seem hard. It is hard. And it it doesn't seem impossible. It IS impossible. People are having a hard time just getting someone to relate with using a good body, nice life and charming personality. I got none of that not will I ever get any of it. Even the phsychologist has resorted to answering with "I have a legal obligation to tell you that your worth keeping alive". Not a moral obligation, but a legal one. So I'm not actually worth keeping alive, but the law says I have to be. How sad is that.
[–]Rhythmic0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
I won't pretend to have a clue about what you're going through.
Maybe you'd prefer to listen to this guy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaRO5-V1uK0
[–]Stythe0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
It is. I like your complaining. I think if you keep doing it eventually a little gnome will come grant you 3 wishes and that's clearly the only way to fix your shit. Don't brush him off by saying he can't help you because it's hopeless and impossible and he doesn't have a clue what it's like to be you. That'd be a waste.
[–]ModeratorPaperStreetVilla1 point2 points3 points 9 years ago (3 children) | Copy Link
it took you that long to look to your right?
What the fuck were you doing for the first hour? Licking doorknobs?
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (2 children) | Copy Link
It only shows on the full desktop page. Not the mobile page.
[–]ModeratorPaperStreetVilla0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
Theres a button to view sidebar. Its beside the doorknobs
Doorknobs? Now your just making stuff up
[–]HWLCyth 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (8 children) | Copy Link
Just means your're starting from zero then. Pick a point (there's a number of recurring themes to choose from,) and try and make sense of it relative to your life experience. Once you think you have something, try to apply what you've learned and see how close you got in your estimation. Rinse, repeat.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (7 children) | Copy Link
Where's the " I've broken my back, am disabled for life, can't improve on physical appearance, mentally ruinned Because of medication, have no job, no car, live with my parents, have a kid that my girl is taking when she leaves next month" theme? ......don't worry, I'll wait. I haven't found anything that comes close to giving me advice on what I should do simply because I can hardly walk and am in constant pain from a broken back. Everything relies around physical ability. Ability that I severly lack.
[–]zenAFinLA1 point2 points3 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
I've been reading for awhile. I'm not sure if what I'm gonna say is in the sidebar, but it is a consistent theme here. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You can't lift? Lift with your brain. Study, get smarter, embrace life and your situation. Life is tough, tougher for some than others, but we all need to overcome something, and that's what leads a lot of us here. It's a blessing to be alive, just make the most of it.
I can't study in the actual sense of the word because I don't retain anything I read. Which is why I took up printing and boxing as a teenager. I knew I wasn't able smart, so I would use my body. But now that i can't use that, I am totally useless. And now with all the drugs I'm on for my back disease, it's just mush. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I feel sorry for others that have to deal with me. I just want to leave this earth. But everyone says that's not a good idea. But can't give me a logical reason to stay.
[–]rrroberto 1 points1 points1 points 9 years ago [recovered] | Copy Link
Hey, that's rough, man, really rough. That's also why you aren't finding use in the sidebar because the sidebar isn't about that. I was hit by a car four years ago and it destroyed my foot, or what's left of it, that is. I have a hell of a time walking now and it still fucking hurts. I'm going to say something that might be unpopular here, but whatever — forget the sidebar for now. It's not what you need.
For what it's worth, during the first year after my accident, all I wanted was to go back to how I was before. Either that or just die. Four years on, my life is much, much more difficult than before, but I accept it for what it is now. I don't like it, but it is what it is. Wait until you're at that point too. It will come.
I'm at that point now actually. I can basically lay in bed and then do small stuff in between. My doctor isn't happy about it and neither is anyone else. But it's all I can do and I've come to accept that. Been through the existential crisis and all that. Basicaly came to the conclusion I have no purpose in life to fulfill so it was easy enough to snap out of it. It's just a matter of : A- Riding out the rest of life until I die of a drug overdose, car accident or organ failure. B- off myself to end this useless painful life.
How long ago did you break your back? From my own experience and from what I've heard others say too, the first year is hell. After the first year, your outlook begins to change. Your physical situation might not, but mentally your resilience develops and you begin to view the situation differently. I know, this all sounds like bullshit right now, I get it.
So many times after my accident I wanted nothing more than to just off myself and be done with it. But I don't think you really want to that because you're here writing about it. This means that there's a part of you that wants to deal with this, even if right now it's more than you can handle.
You know, I'm a little embarrassed to admit it, but one of the things that really made me change my perspective was this: I was walking down a street one day, with great difficulty, feeling stupid and inadequate. And then this guy, in great shape and perfect health, he saw me as he walked past. He nodded at me, like a salute. I suddenly had a lot more respect for myself after that.
About 6 years ago. Then I got something called Arachnoiditis. Look it up. Save yourself. Don't get those Damn spinal injection they try to give everyone. I didn't get it from a spinal injection, I got it from a mistake during the fusion for my broken back. But the surgeon didn't write it up so I couldn't get him for malpractice.
[–]rrroberto1 point 9 years ago [recovered] | Copy Link
Shit. Yes, I was supposed to have four spinal injections done but I stopped after the second one because I wasn't comfortable with the risks. I've now got crps. I'm not sure what else to say right now other than I can appreciate how fucking hard this is. If you want to message me, feel free.
[–]HappyScribe0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (5 children) | Copy Link
I've just spent some time reading over your post history.
You're a suicidal 29 year old who's lost his car, wife and kid and is now living with your parents, suffering from chronic back pain that stops you from working and having sex, and you've just found your dog has died.
Sorry about your dog.
Try watching this:
You're not a victim; you're a better than that. And the anger you're getting from a lot of us is because we're angry that you're giving up. We believe you're better than that, even if you don't.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (4 children) | Copy Link
So how do I escape my mind? Other than taking a bunch of acid, Shrooms or Molly? That's the only way I've found to get out of my prison. And I accept my disability. It sucks but I can accept that I have to spend the rest of my life In bed. Its everyone else that makes it incredibly hard. Unlike the guy in the wheelchair, i don't have other talents. He's obviously not bound by his innability to use his body because his mind is incredibly useful and he is able make something of himself because of it, Kind of Steven hawking. I have adhd and learning disabilities including a reading comprehension problem. In other words, I was only able to perform physical labor jobs before I broke my back and got arachnoiditis. And now with all the drugs, my brain is useless. I have to ask my 3 year old to remind me What we are doing. If you guys could just live what I live everyday, for one day, you,wouldnt be angry. You would be questioning why I haven't killed myself yet.
You'll figure it out. Maybe your back is bad, but I'm guessing your hands are good (you're typing this). You're not seeing possibilities yet because you're not ready, and that's normal.
I can type for a little while. But more than an hour or two of xbox and my hands start to seize. I'm not sure what possibilities your talking about. I can't sit in a chair for more than half an hour without my,life going into spasms. I can't even lay down for very long. It's a constant up and down routine. Lay in bed. Sit up. Stretch. Lay in bed. Sit up. Stretch. Repeat until it's time for bed.
I meant like can you maybe build something with your hands, or fix something?
I have awful tremors and so I can't put togeather anything small. This isn't a new problem.
[–]MachiavelliTRP 0 points1 point2 points 9 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
Fucking idiot the sidebar isn't an encyclopedia on sexual strategy. It is the theoretical base of TRP, nothing more.
[–]jerzeypipedreamz[S] -1 points0 points1 point 9 years ago (0 children) | Copy Link
I'm not the idiot who painted it as such.
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