I am 32, 6'4", 195, I lift, and run. Wife is 24 and children are 3.2.8 months

Beginning in October, she started fighting with em more, telling me she wanted a new life, and every argument was met with telling me to leave. She begun hanging out with this girl who is a single mom she knew from highschool, now and then turned into almost every weekend, and her behavior became worse, the last time they hung out before I left two months ago all google location data was deleted, she acted dodgy, told me I was insecure etc, a few days later she told me she was pregnant, seemed happy, then curled in a ball and cried, the next day she was going to meet up with this girl again, we got in a ifht she told me to leave, so I left.

I figured If this was all in my mind she would chase me, prove me wrong, I was met with constant attacks, more distance and claims of my infidelity, and how I am a loser.

She has been attacking my business social media pages almost non stop giving out inside info, personal info and trying to make me look bad knowing full well this is my only source of income, she emailed me last night telling me she hates me, today she finally called me, and I answered and she kept trying to explain herself, when I told her I knew what was up, and hung up, she sent me no less than 80 text messages attacking my character and telling me to prove it.

I was a classic beta but even though I am tall and fit, I used to be fat when we first met and I paid for everything.

I just need someone to talk to as I lack a dad or any real friends worth a fuck