TL;DR: I want to be an "alpha fucks" and follow TRP, what can I do to deal with those conditions(read title)? Could I turn them into advantages? Could I be able to "play the game"? [I need the cold hard truth]

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Hey everybody,

I'm currently in the middle of what's called 'monk mode', I started following the red pill some time ago and discovered this sub. Long story short: I'm on my early 20s and I've been ridiculed, laughed at, and all kinds of horrible stuff you could imagine because of the two things on the title (coming from both men and women). Unfortunately I'm tall (making the matters worse). But after reading a lot of useful red pill books (I haven't finished, there are a lot more to read yet) and starting to understand how BAD, REALLY REALLY BAD my approach has been (incredibly blue pilled, victimized, thinking I was just doomed/I was being punished by God for humanity's sins), I've been opening my eyes and my brain and decided I will fight and change my life. At the end of the day, I feel dead alive, so there is only progress from here.

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My thoughts so far:

- I think I need to apply the principle: "don't give a fuck if you can't change it".

- From 48 laws of power: I worry mostly about law #5 (my reputation won't be good at all..), and law #33 (will certainly be used against me, as has been already).

- I've tried to search for guys in modern times who succeeded in similar situations (I MEAN, PROBABLY. As I can't be absolutely certain): Tyrion Lannister, Dany Strong, Donald Trump (I liked how he managed the penis stuff against Marco Rubio, probably should I copy this way of dealing with it?), Jimmy Garoppolo, Robbie Williams, Jude Law, Eminem. In history Napoleon Bonaparte looks like one of the best examples.

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My request:

I need opinions/suggestions about what would you modify to this strategy:

- Penis: not worrying about satisfying women (on penetration/intercourse. Of course I must become a master in all other things just in case: I mean oral, fingering, trying to have good stamina even if would be pointless..) nor about their talks with their/my friends (I know that this destroys my reputation but there must be a way to deal with it): probably exaggerating the thing, using humor or nonsense stuff (saying things like: oh it's not 3inch, you're so generous, it's 0.3inch but flaccid. When erect, it really grows!! but it grows inside, you know, sometimes when really aroused I even penetrate my stomach and feels so good, like after eating an ice cream, haven't you being able to penetrate your stomach yourself?). Or maybe trying to revert the situation once an attack presents (saying stuff like: wow, seems like you really like to talk about my penis, huh? does it appear in your wet dreams too? or only in your girlfriend's?), so they will start to defend themselves instead of attacking; or probably just deny it like Trump did?. Also, understanding I will likely be cheated on sooner or later, I won't be preferred over guys who beat me in that department, probably most women won't want to repeat sex (or probably laugh at me naked and won't have sex the first time), I'm probably genetically conditioned to be just "beta bucks" (as she won't see a risk on me cheating, reducing anxiety and making her think I don't have more options because only a few women would be OK with my size), etc.

- Baldness: just being fit and trying to look dangerous, like Vin Diesel.

- General approach: Try to don't really give a fuck so I could minimize the attacks in these two fields (or probably attack back?), maybe even being upfront about it?. Holding an incredibly strong frame, learning to target women better (only petite, small tits/skinny, going after 6 or 7/10 at most, maybe preferring these with religious beliefs or those who say that "wouldn't care", etc). Of course trying to level up as much as I can in everything that is under my control (looks/style, game, status, money..). And knowing pretty well my limitations (already mentioned).

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Please don't tell me positivity shit, I don't want to enter again in the loop of telling me lies to feel better. I want the cold hard truth about WHAT I CAN I DO (if anything) to be seen as an alpha "fucks", I mean an alpha male, leader, badass, winner; not as a beta/victim/loser.

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That's all. Thanks.