Since I started improving myself I'm doing the best I think I can, I'm dressing much better, I regularly have male and female friends complement me on my look. I'm creating a good life for myself, playing sports for my university, having a set career path, helping to organize events for my sports club, working hard at university and achieving top grades.

The other day one of the hottest girls on my degree came up to me and said ' you bossed it in that workshop' when I heard that it was awesome.

Anyhow, I've learned how to approach women, talk to them get their numbers. I can remember a year and a half ago going on my first date and literally shaking before I got prepared, now that's nothing to me. I can remember getting my first kiss as well, drunken in a nightclub but it felt great.

I know that I get rejected a lot, so much that girls often ignore my texts, my messages, me asking them out. I'm still a virgin but I don't let that stop me, I don't let all the rejections stop me, I don't let girls giving me a cold response stop me.

I'm better than that and I will continue, I'm really proud of what I've accomplished.

I'm not the typical sports team boy who can have sex easily, but I don't care, I'm a big believer in the harder the fight the greater the prize.

Tomorrow, there's this girl in a class I'm taking that I plan to approach.

Peace out.