Since I began fooling around with girls I have always been extremely concerned about the possibility of impregnating some random girl I hooked up with. Because of this I passed up sex with countless girls, usually just going for a blow job. Occasionally, I had sex, but it was always with a condom and spermicidal lube. Sex with a condom is rather boring, probably even more so because my foreskin was cut off near birth.

I've been afraid of having sex with women my whole sexual life. I have never been able to trust women. What a fucked up world we live in.