I've been seeing/dating this girl I met from church (mid/late 20's) for 4 months. She passed a lot of my background checks (no male friends, no tattoos, doesn't curse didn't go to uni, soft spoken, is very feminine, submissive and follows my lead. Very early on in the talking stage she says she's only interested in dating with a purpose for marriage, so no sex/kissing till marriage. (We have kissed couple of dates in with me initiating)

I asked her if she had a relationship, she's said she's never been in one before. All her feminine/submissive traits, growing up in Church. led me to believe she is probably a Virgin. Hooray I found a unicorn. However at the back of my head I thought surely she would be married off by now if a true Hb 8.5 virgin. Something didn't add up. I ignored my gut feeling and decided to believe the Disney fantasy. So far so good I thought....

3 months in, she introduced me to her parents and speaks about me to her friends. I was giving away most of my non sexual attention for free. But I actually didn't mind as I thought she was 'pure' so I actually wanted to LTR and possible marriage (I know, I know don't kill me, thinking about kids)

However everything changed on our last date, I was cuddling her in my car and she sheepishly asked me the question "have you been with someone out of a relationship" She didn't want to say the word sex, I replied "you mean had sex? yes, I have" She immediately replied nervously laughing "yeah me too hehe".

Somehow i should have been prepared for this answer but as soon as she said that, my Disney fantasy was completely destroyed in an instant. I found it hard to even look at her in the eyes.

She added within a 3 year period, she had slept with 4 guys who are non Christians and met them all at 2 different places of work, were relationships. I felt repulsed by her when I actually imagined her getting rammed (probably biological response). She then said that was a mistake and has been chaste since the last guy 3-4 years ago.

However, we all know this may be lies. When she told me this she seemed ashamed and even hinted that making me wait would put me off. It did, but I didn't tell her that. She asked me are you surprised I replied "a little, but it's better to be honest with eachother".

I wanted to go home at this stage due to my immense disappointed. The unicorn I thought I had, was dead in my eyes.

I then Immediately escalated when back in the car, my old red pill self emerges and I immediately escalated kino. She didn't show any resistance me holding her ass/breasts cuddling in my car, I rubbed her bare breasts, she halved moaned 'this is too much'. I stopped and dropped her home after.

I'm pulling back now because I've framed myself as the 'stable beta bucks cuck'. She's said things like 'your such a gentleman caring, loving'. Bet she didn't say that to the guys going balls deep. I told her before I knew of this I want her to meet my parents on the weekend but I just can't do it, so I'm going radio silent.

But I know I could not live with myself I give away the biggest commitment (marriage) in return for sex and she gives it away FREE to 4 pagan men. (She has been active in the church for 12+ years teaching kinds Bible lessons, choir singer ect).

I'm sure some of you guys had a similar situation with a religious girl or know of one. Where would you go from here?