-This is part OYS, blog vomit, public flogging request, and of course asking for any advice you gentlemen have to offer. Mods kick my ass if you want this elsewhere.

After discovering the beginnings of an emotional affair in August, I gave my wife an ultimatum to never speak with the man again or else I’ll be gone.

I cried over our marriage and made a pussy as fuck post on reddit. Some angel simply commented “you need MRP”. Thank you stranger.

NMMNG? Might as well have been my autobiography. Covert contracts everywhere. Spent all my effort trying to make the wife happy.

I’ve been reading the sidebar and focusing on myself. Picked up golf again, saying yes to friends, riding my motorcycle, etc.

(For the record I already lift heavy 6x a week and make great money.)

Weirdly enough things were improving. Sex was getting extra kinky and more frequent. She was respecting me doing my own thing for once.

Didn’t matter. She had already fallen out of love with me. Years of zero respect had done their damage.

Last night I discovered she continued texting and seeing him. She had been using a messaging app and deleting everything immediately. Still denies anything physical has happened, don’t care anymore.

The old me would give her a 2nd, 3rd, and eventually 9th chance. Not anymore. My word means something now. I’m done.

Christmas entirely ruined. No kids so don’t care.

I’ll soon be single for the first time in 10 years with the tools to hopefully succeed this time. Going to continue building myself up and spin some plates for the first time in my life.

Thank you MRP for turning my dust speck testicles in to raisins.