(29M) - my wife (30f) went through my phone while I was asleep, and found conversations between myself and other women, that were inappropriate. I know I was wrong, but I need advice.. We have a 5 month old child as well.

the marriage between us has been very rocky, and I’ll admit that I’ve found comfort in other women during loneliness.

We’re in Texas, and have been married for 6 years.

Wife is open to mediation, and getting things done that way.

Wife went through my phone while I was asleep and found out that I’d slept with someone during our rocky marriage.

We currently live together, and I pay all of the bills, wife has an Accounting Masters degree, but serves as a stay at home mother.

I’m fine with divorce as there’s no love between us, I just feel violated that she’d went through my phone and sent herself screenshots of the conversations, all while I was asleep.

I’d appreciate any advice.. i’m hurting.