...if you have money to pay for it. Im mildly autistic, ugly(ish), close to 30y old. Never had a real relationship. Dozens of escorts.

So at one point, I started paying for sex, basically out of desperation, and pretty soon I realized something: it doesn't really matter (at least, for me) if you pay for it or do it for free. Doing it for free is an ego boost, that's all it is. If you are a person with a fragile ego (or poor, financially speaking), you will hate yourself for buying sex. Otherwise, it makes no difference. If you are all about sex, not about jacking off your ego, then even if you don't look like much you can very easily have some awesome times with very attractive ladies of all sizes and shapes.

People say love makes sex way better. I dont know if thats true, I wouldnt know. But i kinda have my doubts. It might be better im a relationship at times, but at times it will certainly be more bitter too. Not to mention dangerous as fuck, with the babies and whatnot. Its not all "dancing on roses", even i can understand that much.

Personally, I "love" most women who exist, and that's good enough for me, at least for now. There are much, much worse things to be relationship wise, than "forever alone"