So this is obviously a rant and it might fall under NSFW, so that’s why I’ve marked it as such.

Something I’ve been noticing is how the world views and engages in male sexual repression, and people seem to think it’s fine. This in turn causes many males to have self hatred towards their sexuality.

One thing I have noticed is how unaccepting many are to the thought of men having sex toys. If you are a guy and have a sex toy, it’s obviously because you’re some virgin looser and a creep who probably only thinks about sex. Meanwhile women are not shamed for having sex toys. To be clear, I have no problem with women owning sex toys, I say go for it if you want to. It’s just annoying that Susie (made up girl I’m using for this example) can have some hyper realistic, 9 speed vibrating, ejaculating dildo with warming lubricant and it’s “empowering” for her to have that. Meanwhile Billy (again made up for the example) has a super cheap masturbation sleeve that almost resembles a vagina, and he’s labeled as a creep and a sex addict.

One of the things I’ve experienced is how the school system seems to treat young boys who are going through puberty on how they need to “control” their urges. It definitely doesn’t help that I went to a private catholic school. Thankfully the teachers and principle weren’t too mean, but there was still tension for making sure boys were controlled. Also didn’t help that many of the girls kept giving snarky remarks about how all the boys were apparently creeps. It was basically the same way in high school as well.

You might be asking what bad impact this would have on a young boy, and I’ll tell you. For me (can’t speak for everyone as their experiences were obviously different from mine) it created a lot of insecurity about my desires to be with a woman and what I liked in a woman’s body. I personally like the woman’s body as a whole and admire the little things, like the way her thighs curve for example. Many times when I catch myself admiring in public, I think of how much of a creep I am and how much of a animal I am due to my desire for a beautiful woman. It tears me apart to feel like a freak because of the way my desires were treated when I was young.

When a man can’t feel safe about his desires and what he likes, it destroys his self worth and his respect for himself. He can feel like a lesser person.

The world seems just fine to harass men who haven’t done anything wrong to stop being creeps because all guys are creeps due to their love for a woman’s figure. Obviously if a guy is looking and admiring (not staring but like just glancing) it’s obviously because he’s a sex addict and he should be treated as a potential rapist.

When he feels like an animal and believes he needs to stuff his sexual desires in a box and bury them to avoid being a monster or getting harassed, he becomes depressed and feels like a subhuman.

Thanks for reading this, probably not my best work, but most of it was from the heart. Just tired of feeling like a sex monster due to my desires.