I am just sexually discriminated by females of my race and in my place (99,99% white), and so am forced to search in East and Southeast Asia, where sometimes still can get matches with cute 18-22yo girls as chronologically twice older (identify as transage) man. Much easier be to find waifu of my race and ethnicity, at my place, my language speaking, but is so become too impossible, and with already of that damage to my self-confidence done - being rejected by females of own kind, and with all problems of logistics arising out of it, on top of that I need also to suffer of being blamed and hated for fetishes I don't have