I can find stuff to do any time of the week EXCEPT for the date night slots. And it drives me nuts sitting at home. The gym is closed. The office is empty. Friends are all with families. I'm left with hobbies.

It hits right about 6:00 pm on Friday nights. Kind of feels like it'll be this way forever.

I've dated two incredible women since my divorce. I self sabotaged both. I dated a third girl that sort of worked. Lots of pros. A couple of hard stops. It was workable / fixable with better communication. She was full throttle, I was trying to slow down. I would have loved to keep her at a slower pace.

Dating site are all MEH. They all feel like a feeding frenzy with girls stacking their plates five layers deep at the buffet line. Gorging. Waste of time.

I actually thought about calling my ex tonight. Hahah. I'd never do that. Still, kind of wonder. Or I can take a rubber mallet to the head a few times.