I'm going to make this brief because I don't really feel like going through details (still feeling a bit burned). Anyway, I had a first date with another girl I had met online, we met up at a bar, I escalated kino well, had a few drinks and we kissed. We played some Golden Tee, she was leaning into me, showing me great IOI's, but does mix them in with some IOD's, too. Really hard to read.

I take her across the street for more drinks and a little bit of food, so we get a booth, I sit next to her and we continue talking and kissing. I invite her back to smoke (which I've done too many times with girls and am now learning it's not the best move. Mistake #1) and she makes me pinky-swear that I'm not going to try to have sex with her and she suggests we watch a movie(?). So, we get back to my place, I show her around, I'm trying to keep the kino going, but looking back on it I was putting on a bit too much (probably because of the booze). I bring her to the back and we smoke a good bit. More kissing.

We move to the couch and she wants to sit away from me instead of near/against me, which I found was kinda odd if she was into me. I try caressing her chest with my fingertips, gradually moving them down and she grabs my hand to stop me, which in my drunken-high state In my whacked-out state, I took as a serious IOD, the last of a string of things I saw as her being disinterested, so about 5 minutes later, I tell her that I was getting tired and she suggested she leave.

So, as she's leaving, she doesn't even go to give me a hug and I called her out on it. We have this pretty bad argument that probably would never have happened if we weren't both drunk and stoned and I don't even know what the argument was about or what the basis of it was. Anyway, she ended up telling me that I should take a few days to think about things and let her know.

She left and went home and I feel like total shit.

So, I'm just giving this fr to tell all you guys to never mix booze and weed and not really looking for criticism or suggestions.