Im friends with benefits with this girl currently and we've been seeing each other on and off for a while, back in my blue pill days i used to buy her everything ( fear of losing her) from dinner to clothes online. but now that I know about the red pill and well we're seeing each other again she asked me to give her money for gas. as the alpha male I wanted to be I refused and told her to simply ask her parents. but she snapped and blocked my number and all social medias, I may have lost this girl now that I think about it. Was I too direct? or did I do well? Im filled with regrest because I may have lost my only plate.