Met a girl on OKC, probably the hottest girl I've ever gone on a date with. We had an amazing back and forth conversation all day, she even admitted that I was the reason she downloaded the OKC app on her phone, just so she could keep up with our conversation. Our conversation was today, she said she'd be down for a drink and I told her "Let's strike while the iron is hot. Tonight. 9:00. [This Bar]" and she replied, "see you there".

Instant sparks. Things were going great, we had a lot in common, the conversation never died. It was just so ideal. It was clear that we were both into each other. Kino was back and forth. She would sit on the couch a little distant from me, but she would be facing me, for most of the night, but still engaging. I even pulled out my phone so we could look at the questions we answered and the subject of first-date sex came up, and one-night stands, etc. and she was definitely open to that.

Eventually I brought her closer, played a game with her that got me a kiss. Which further in the night, She was sitting next to me, getting intimate, more kissing, heavy flirting, etc. I just couldn't pull the trigger. It just didn't even register in my mind to just say "let's get out of here", grab her hand and take her home to get more private. She had mentioned about even going home because she was getting tired (11:00 PM), we stayed around for 11:30 and then again the subject came up first-date sex and she said that the guy she dated for two years, she hooked up with him on the first date. I told her that I normally didn't do that (which is fucking stupid and wrong), because I found that those relationships normally didn't work out. I told her that she could come over and hang out, she said she was afraid she would try to push boundaries and didn't want to do that. There was more kissing, biting her neck, teasing, etc.

I'm leaving out a lot, but wanted to make this as short as possible. I eventually walked her out. She was asking where I was, my car being closer to us, she said she can leave you here and I said "no, I'm going to walk you to your car". So, I did, gave her a really nice goodbye kiss, did that faggoty-ass "wait, just one more kiss" thing, grabbed her arm and pulled her into me and kissed me, then I sent her on her way. I told her to give me a text when she got home. She sends:

HER: "Home"

ME: Good. Thanks again, I had fun. We should do it again soon. Sleep well.

HER: Thank you for a lovely evening. Nighty night!

Look back, I feel very beta about the way that date ended. I mean, it should have left on a high note, with either us fucking back at my place, or me cutting it short and leaving her wanting more. I let her dictate when the night ends, I let her shoot me down when I practically begged her to come back to my place even after she made it clear she would be down to fucking on the first night. I have just been so removed from Seddit that I don't pay attention to these clues.

I'm so far out from seddit, I need some support, guys. I need to be told that this is still salvageable. I keep telling myself "I'm the fucking prize" and that I need to continue to just play it cool and F-close on the next date, like it's no big deal. I just feel like I missed out on a huge opportunity. Holy fuck this girl was hot.

Im figuring that she thinks that I'm a little bit on the desperate type, the way I was ending that date. So, I'm going to let her cool for a couple days. Not text her tomorrow. If she texts, be distant. Give her another day, and text her on Friday. I'm important. I've got important shit to do. Family is coming in for a wedding this weekend. No need to rush. She said she was leaving to go to Europe in June, so she knows how much time we've got. I need to make her think that time is valuable and not abundant. Once I picked up that she was open to coming back to my place, it was too late and she had already changed her mind. That was pretty apparent the way she acted by the cars. I think I have a good idea of where I need to go from here, I just want to know what seddit thinks.

TL;DR Shoulda kept up with Seddit. Blew an F-close with an HB9.