When I was a young boy (8 or 9) my first real attempt at approaching a girl was extremely traumatic.

I was dropped off at a summer camp and we were all in some sort of workout room.

I saw 3 girls playing over by a punching bag, they looked like they were having fun so I decided to approach.

I couldn't have been a nicer kid and I just wanted to say 'Hi', but without even getting a word in the girl in the middle decided to punch me directly in the testicles, she thought it was fucking hilarious.

I started crying, she started laughing, there were no fucking adults to be found and so she got away with it - Inflicting extreme physical pain topped off with psychological trauma for no fucking reason...

I know you're not supposed to dwell on past things like this and for the most part I am pretty good at putting it out of my mind and leaving it behind me - But every once in a while it pops back into my head and I am filled with rage and hatred towards this bitch and bitterness about the hand I was dealt and how that never should have happened to me.

I am a 25 year-old virgin and I have never had a girlfriend...

And again I know it's not good to get hung up on it but I can't help but wonder how it could've been had that experience not happened, how many girlfriends I would've had and all that shit...