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Think carefully about what this means and if you're like me you concluded it basically just means believing in yourself because you really have no other choice, it's probably closely related to "being a man", whatever that means. I'm not model tier looking and i'm 5'6" but i'm 26 years old and at some point I realized it's just fucking unbecoming to be going around with that mentality of seeking acceptance. I can't change what I can't change, but I can heal myself and believe in myself, and I'd be willing to bet it would yield better results with the ladies.

There's an ego death involved. I'm just starting to see myself rust, get older and feeling what I've missed out on and there is a passionate burning force that drives everything I do now, it's like I am evolving/adapting in real time because I don't want natural selection to muscle me out. External stimulus: alpha character traits (and visual to a degree) get you laid, oh shit, i better well adapt and do my best to genuinely get the message and adopt some of those myself because I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE. The last part is crucial.

I've seen tall, model hot guys with girls, i've seen short, fat guys with pedo mustache and look like they use febreze rather than shower with girls. The difference between them and me was that they acted like they were hot shit. Maybe it's my age now but i feel like i can't make excuses or allow myself to be intimidated by the competition anymore because it's so fucking low, it's a small man's problem rather than a big man's problem.

I've had 3 lays in my life with one girl, I've made out and semi fooled around with a few others but I mean fuck at least it's not nothing and if i just give up and retreat back into jerking off to porn indefinitely or something i'm backtracking. I need to bury the past and move forward.

Discuss if you want, but just some stuff on my brain