The red pill is too harsh. Okay! Fuck this, let's just get off the stupid terms like these.

The only thing people care about is the value you offer. Power is everything, and even if I want to satisfy my lil willy it would be all about power. Media is not meant to get the world rid of all evils, its all about traffic. Its all business and money. From pharmaceuticals to government, its all fucking lies. Even if I worked hard Id still have to go along with this stupid ass system.

All these insights Ive got from books and independent sources, and the sad part is that it ALL makes sense and resonates with the reality around me.

I dont know anything man, I really dont. I still sometimes think if TRP is all neckbeards and nerds who are self help junkies trying to act cool, hell I want to believe that because it doesnt incline with the utopia like society I dreamt of. Why is the world so fucked up? God damn it! I seriously am depressed thinking about this and realising that Im no Genghis Khan who could make a good impact on a big section in the world. Or say any leader for that matter, took that example because he's probably the only leader I know who did a lot of damage.

Can someone please tell me what's the point of all this? Is God there? Who made us? And who decides all that is happening? Are we the scum of Earth or are we meant to make it a better place? And why are people around me so keen to skip it altogether?

Even if I manage to get some money and fuck girls, what am I adding to this world? What am I?