I've been under her control a d manipulation for far too long. 18 years she was my lover and friend.

I know it needs to end, but this one thing is drawing me back in.

I'm done with drinking, I'm done with bars.

Where do I even start? I hope a connection will quell my attraction to her. She used that to control me. It took 30 days isolated to understand the damage.

I need guidance.

I was honorable for almost 2 decades.