Hey guys (and ladies...):

So I was dumped by my girlfriend yesterday after a short but very fruitful relationship in which I really tried to give everything I can possibly give both in the material realm and in the emotional realm (no physical here - both of us are religious and believe in no physical relations until marriage...) - and yet I was dumped because (in a large part due to my autism) I misread one social situation and reacted in a way that apparently hurt her feelings - with no remorse ar attempt to understand me from her side whatsoever...

I would like your help to understand both how to not let my negative emotions get the better of me and fall into the red pill - MGTOW trap, while also understanding what I can actually gain from a relationship and if I am forever doomed to repeat this cycle of misunderstanding-getting dumped which I am in for 11 years already...

Thanks