I shared my story in these weeks in here and I am so grateful for your supports. After she left and packed everything in one day, I couldn’t stay and flew to my parents. Tomorrow I will be back home and everything feels so heavy.

Last 3 weeks I was just grieving and mostly crying after everyone slept. She was 1/3 of my life. (31M) Everything I look, eat, see reminds her. My family see her as their daughter and they are also grieving. This week, I flew in one day to her to have talk as everything felt so quick. She said she is determined and made her mind ready to leave me. Deleted every photos in social media.

Now going back home where everything is her makes me feel devastated as I feel I couldn’t keep her.

I was happy, planning our summer, upgrading our flat. Everything changed in one day. I didn’t know she was unhappy, thinking we have separate goals in life. She is now in my country, hiking. I am also here with my family and it hurts a lot knowing that we are in same place but far from each other after all these years.

Today I learnt I will lose my job too. Packed my luggage, my family feels down, I have 20K debt, feeling scared. I have no clue where to start.

I appreciate any support you guys have 🫂