I had a decent weekend with the wife. Noticed some improvements, we actually fucked. Wasn't the best but we are a little out of practice. I don't expect this to just be awesome overnight. I have a long way to go.

Last night, we had some definite playful sexually charged banter. Looks, innuendos, etc. Bedtime rolls around and I just decided to go for it. I got the block, with "I need my sleep and can't be up all night. I can't operate on 2 hours of sleep like you can!" I told her it would probably only take about 30 minutes tops. At this point, she just said no. So I said cool, went and put my workout clothes on and told her I was heading out. "She says, you going to the gym again? You are a little obsessive about that! Go if you feel you need to." So I left. Now, it was pushing 10:30ish but the place I workout at is open late. She seemed a butthurt that I just decided to jam. I know what she is doing, she is trying to sabotage my workout routine. I had started losing weight about 3 years ago, and ice cream, cookies and other sweets started showing up in the house when I had lost 15 pounds. I will not let that happen this time, I see the tactics she uses.

She questioned me yesterday about not wearing my glasses anymore. I have been wearing these things to correct a mild astigmatism. I am not required to wear them to drive, it just makes it easier to see the signs at cross streets. I just told her that I don't need to wear them and I think I look better without them. She says, "Midlife crisis?" I just said sure, buying a Corvette next.

Coffee shop girl was interesting yesterday. First thing she asked me was if she looked ok today? I said "You always look fabulous!" Which she does, she always dresses very feminine. I figured she must be ovulating or something, similar to the "Do these clothes make me look fat?"

This morning, I went back to the Jack Webb routine just the facts ma'ma. She hits me with a "I am loosing weight!" I responded with Why? I wish I would have had a better response with that one. I really wasn't sure why she would want to take weight off, not much to take off of that girl.

I know I am a long way from where I need to be, but I do feel like I am at least learning and going somewhere. If anything, the ride is more enjoyable. I am starting to get back to that guy that I was before I met my wife and let myself slide. It is nice to be heading back to the guy that only needed a few hours of sleep a night opposed to the guy that just 8 months ago was falling asleep on the couch at 9:30 and was teased by the wife about it. I will be a juggernaut again.

EDIT: She just wasn't into it. Changed to At this point she just said no.