It’s been about years since we last fucked. Maybe one blow job every other month since. I was fine for a while, but I’m starting to lose my shit. Last time I straight up asked for sex she looked at me like she was a cat that I was trying take for a walk on a leash.

So let me clarify. We had a baby in August, so it 4 months postpartum. And inclusive of that the last time we had actual sex was just before Christmas 2017. I know the breastfeeding, the physical damage, the stress obliterates any woman’s drive.

But this is our second. It was nothing like this the first time. I am starting to feel like this isn’t going to last. I feel nothing close to any attraction from her and I’m also sitting trying to think of ways to fuck my coworker... and I’ve NEVER cheated on any girlfriends ever.

So when can I start this thing? This shit is humiliating.