I've been working at red pill for two years. I wake up each day with a great attitude. I am more assertive. I dress better. I hit the gym every other day. My finances are in good shape. I am comfortable talking to women and socializing with almost anyone. I do my own shit and have a pretty unique identity.
Yet, I just sort of fail at being human. I try to get things going with people. Have a bbq. Get people together to build friendships. People, especially women, avoid me like the plague. I seriously look in the mirror, wondering what the fuck is wrong with me every day. I feel great about myself and what I do, but I can't deny the fact that people treat me like a creature.
I'm resisting the urge to go into monk mode, but I don't know what else. I'm constantly reading, improving myself day after day after day. But no results with society at large, nor with my wife who just seems indifferent to the fact that I am a completely new person after about a year or hard effort.
Through red pill, I pulled myself out of a deep depression some time back. Lack of results is trying to push me back into it. Others, have you hit this same stone wall? And where is there to turn?
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