So I went to the club with my former oneitis and her friends, I just did my own thing and didn’t even dance with her at the club at all, I didn’t even find her and her friends until later towards the night. At pre game she already kissed some guy so I just figured I’m nexting and focus on other women

But here’s the thing, when I finally found them towards the end of the night, she kept trying to get me to dance with her and kept trying to flirt, my gut feeling just didn’t feel like doing anything with her out of my own self worth and because I’m simply not kissing a girl if she kissed a guy before me only a few hours ago. So I didn’t escalate at all when she was showing IOIs

So what the hell is she playing at? Doesn’t she realise I’ve dropped the idea of trying to fuck her anymore?

I just didn’t feel like being a “dancing monkey” for her and bring out the dance moves to try and impress her and just kind of acknowledged her a little bit didn’t do much else?

Feel free to roast me if you think I’m being a beta cuck with this mentality

I just want to stop putting my self worth in how many women I got and want to just improve myself for me, not just to be more successful at getting women, I feel like that’s a bonus

Note: Mind you, that this girl made me wait for months and hasn’t thrown me anything such as a dogs bone in terms of fucking, but anytime some guy comes in she can kiss him right away and even fuck him the same night. In other words, I’ve never fucked her, but my stupid ass kept orbiting because she kept dangling the pussy as a carrot on the stick for months to me, learned my lesson.

This is why you don’t beta orbit guys, im glad that mentally I’ve stopped trying to fuck her anymore and just focus on their girls and not base my self worth on getting girls anymore