So I started to work at a place last April and was being a social sperg and told a few people I was a virgin. Don’t know how to put this into words but I don’t feel comfortable around anyone because I feel that some of the newer people may or may not know. Like what if everyone knows but talk about it when I’m not there. Like, I walk into the room and it gets quiet. And I mostly look depressed even on good days (just my face probably). Would people really care that much to spread that rumor? I know it got spread to two people for certain because they asked me about it. And one day we were all in a circle with like 5 people and someone brought it up and those people work in different departments. Will a potential plate turn fully cold on me if they found out this information? Unfortunately I can’t leave this job for the next 3 1/2 years. I’m tired of being on edge, just want to relax and self-improve. Just breath for once.