Nowadays I felt like I needed a break from all this fuzz being around relationships, and to ease my mind off the irrational thoughts that wasted my time I started seeing my girl less frequently, and making more quality time together.. Not only did that help ease my mind but it also opened a window of opportunity to me to focus extra on other things like my work, friends, and recreational activities that I had dropped. I felt like I was drowning for my own reasons and I needed a break, the best way to communicate that is not through words but actions, I said nothing and suddenly found myself alone, that space let me just sink into self awareness. I think I needed that time to start managing some shit again and think through some things.. Plus I noticed I'm more indifferent to her intentions.
Anyone else ever felt like they needed a break like this? I just wanted to pull myself away and just spend time for me, and get my life in order.