For the life of me I can not get over my average size penis (5.1 inches for reference). There will be periods where I will completely be okay with what I have but I will occasionally stumble upon tweets or comments on reddit with women mocking small penises or saying how big dicks give them pleasure and hit spots that an average member can't reach. I have scoured all corner of the internet for reassurance but every article or thread I read makes me doubt more and it gives me major insecurity about iniating and enjoying sex, more so then my height or facial features. I wish more women were just honest with their size preferences on subs like /r/sex rather than the tired "size doesnt matter!!" "get good at oral" or "big dicks hurt" when there is more than enough anecdotes of guys being rejected or being told they're adequate, and the fact that many guys with a big dick can do all the things someone with an average dick can do and more if they are careful with it. I myself have heard women say that they have left guys after seeing their average dicks (god forbid if a guy states his preferences, but even then only egregious fuckboys care about tit and ass size that much and these aren't really things that alter sex too much), and the level of excitement over big dicks on the internet just makes me feel hopeless, especially the fact that penis sleeves and giant ass dildos are VERY common. I am sure *some* women are indifferent towards this but I think its pretty clear that a good amount prefer their partners to be above average or endowed and they can easily replace an average guy if they are unsatisfied. These insecurities always pull me back to redpill thinking, and every time I think I have disrupted these thought patterns I will see some fucking woke queens on twitter or other platforms saying how much better big dicks are and openly shaming men with small dicks despite being *body positive* advocates. I know I am being completely irrationale and should get off the internet but I always feel these thoughts creep in and completely wreck my confidence :(