I am a 44 year old, wealthy, successful, fit, young looking for my age married man with two younger children. I've been married for 18 years to a pretty RP compliant wife.

I am 100% committed to my wife in our relationship, but as many married men will not readily admit, monogamy isn't in the cards long term unless you have low T or something else is fucked up with you. It isn't in the wiring.

This behavior may not translate well into some of this very helpful community, but I wanted to tell you about my situation just to give you younger guys an example of what your girlfriends are doing, and to also get community criticism / support.

I expect more of the former than the latter, but always looking for blind spots. Comments here are always golden, its like free consulting.

Out at dinner and met this HB10 21 year old waitress. My game is super strong with the younger chicks. Little bit of negging, moved to kino, and after my business dinner gives me a hug even. Look like a star in front of colleagues.

Later tracks me down on Facebook and friends me. Stalks me liking posts for a while and in a few weeks messages me.

After some conversations of me talking her into sending nudes, she tells me directly she's looking for a sugar daddy (beta bucks) and thinks she can get the tertiary benefit of fucking someone she thinks is hot if it was me. The financial implications are tiny for me, so I'm in.

Come to her place, and fuck her in every filthy way possible. Choking / spit in face / cock slapping her.. I get away with this at home but not with a 21 year old perfect 10. Some of the dirtiest sex I've ever had.

Time goes on and she complains that we can't fuck enough for her tastes so she's getting a boyfriend. Me, could care less.

Facebook tells me that the boyfriend is a 21 year old chad thundercock. Fit, plays football, may be going pro, I'm thinking this guy is alpha as fuck. Real backstory from the girl is he's clearly a fucking beta.

Comes over to cuddle, she refuses him sex. Makes him run errands for him. Complains that he can't make her pussy wet like I can and doesn't understand it.

Won't give him blowjobs, says they are degrading, while sucking my cock.

Says its "different with us because she doesn't feel like she has to put on an act about what she likes."

Tells me that while he's not sexually satisfying : "You probably don't understand this, but its nice just to have someone to come home to cuddle with."

Mind you, she's telling me this while I'm standing over her, between moments of having my cock in her mouth.

Only think I can think of is, if the RP brotherhood could hear what the fuck is coming out of her mouth right now.

Granted, I am playing a bit of a Beta Bucks role, the sex and relationship is very transparent. She's in 0 guard mode, and everything out of her mouth is everything you learn her at RP school.

Makes me wonder what a whore my wife was before me, given she was a HB10 in her prime. Yes, AWALT.

Over the last few months she started asking me what it would take for me to leave my wife. Told her it would never happen. Asked again, and had to next her. Just cut off communication.

After 10 unanswered apology messages from her ( what did I do? ) She sends me "miss you" pussy photos, but fortunately hasn't went crazy on me.

Why? Because she can't. She outs me, and I out her as a prostitute.

Mutually assured destruction.

This was a lot of why I only pursue sugar daddy or whores for side pieces, a relationship would be cheating and breaking my promise.

Couple lessons learned:

  1. I think if you're married and going to have side pieces, and have disposable income, BB isn't a bad strategy. Its like a hooker but with some longevity/ consistency without the risks around them going crazy on you. Women will always serve their own interests, and reputation / image ranks too high to expose themselves.

  2. If you are young, in college, and think your unicorn is a princess, just think about this story, and her silverback that she's getting plowed by when you are busy at football practice. AWALT, especially the hot ones who have realized that their pussy can strategically be used like an ATM.

  3. If your hot, college aged girlfriend, won't let you treat her like a dirty whore, she's just not that into you.

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