Let me preface this post by saying I have read the sidebar multiple times, I have applied the principles to my life, I am sexually successful with woman, I already lift and have a very solid physique. I also have a career that is financially rewarding if you put in the work (which I do).

So my anger seems to come and go in waves it’s been about a year since I’ve fully swallowed the pill and about 3 years since I was introduced to TRP.

Although I accept them as the truth , I’m having trouble dealing with certain realities. “She’s not yours it’s just your turn”, “your not special”and AWALT are by far the 3 cornerstones of my anger. I can’t even look at any girl and see them as a person. All I see is a CC riding hypergamous slut that’s bound to cheat or branch swing. It’s sad, I’m technically “benefitting” from this behavior, because well...I’m getting laid. Perhaps I’ve read 1 to many post on a cheating wife or something because I assume the worst in every woman when I meet her right off the bat. I won’t allow myself to act like a bitch. I don’t outwardly show how I feel internally. I never vent to plates or any girl. But it’s becoming increasingly difficult to deal with the rage inside. I used to take solace in “getting revenge” but now that seems futile.

To any guys who’ve been through the anger and came out with a sound mind. How in the hell did you manage to do it? Is the only option to have plates(I do).

TL;DR I’m seeing success with woman. I lift and have a good career. I’ve managed to apply TRP in my life. However I’m angry. Punch the wall until your knuckles bleed angry. I don’t know how to accept female nature and more importantly be at peace with it.