I was orbiting a girl for 8 months. She rode the CC in high school and I had convinced myself that she was a unicorn. We kissed a couple days ago and had a talk about it. It started with the typical "It was a mistake," "I don't want things to change," "I don't feel it," "I don't want a relationship." Eventually we dropped all pretenses and she confirmed every RP truth that I was hesitant to believe.

I told her that I thought I was investing so much time in her and that I didn't know if I should continue for no returns. I was a BB and wanted a LTR. She was strongly against an LTR and I asked to be FWB. She asked if I was giving her an ultimatum and I said no (Still putting the pussy on the pedestal).

We actually started to discuss the terms of our "friendship." I was willing to be a school friend and hang out with her once during the weekends if we continued the relationship that we had previously. She hated this. She would lose her one and only orbiter. She kept saying that "She should feel it but she doesn't."

I ask her if she is attracted to me at all. She says a little because we spend so much time together. I got really close to kiss her and we just stood with less than an inch between us. We stared at each other and I realized the truth. She wasn't attracted to me at all. I thought she was a unicorn until that moment. She was a slut and was using me for validation.

She cut crap after this and began to see that she was really a slut. She wanted my attention and said that it would be "weird" if we became FWB. She admits that she knew I wanted to bang her the entire time. She put out a counter offer: She will let me practice kissing with her if I keep our current terms of "friendship."

I accepted. (Was that a good idea?)

I don't even know if I can look at her the same anymore.