Over the past few months, I've been exposed to the great Red Pill and MGTOW. Having said that, I've also started seeing someone...which wasn't part of my plan, but I wonder if it was the little bit of blue pill toxicity that did it. Personality-wise, she's just my type. She's fun to be around and easy to get along with. She hates confrontations and will avoid them if necessary. She believes in everything in a relationship being "50/50", in that she will pay for an outing if I do the same at some point later. She understands my financial crisis right now, and is doing what she can to help on her end. She's ridiculously cute in my book, she watches her weight and health, and she has a great figure.

Again, this could all be my blue pill-ness kicking in and maybe I need a metaphorical slap across the back of the head to wake up.

The one thing that makes the relationship tough? Since I'd known her, I've found out she considers herself "asexual." She has no liking of sex whatsoever. She thinks that certain things are attractive, but she would never act on any of those things. We'll eat and watch movies together, go on walks and have long talks...all that jazz. But I WILL admit that it's a tad tough having to hold my physical urges back when she looks as nice as she does.

Ironically, I've been in more than a couple of relationships now where the woman eventually said she wasn't into men at all. They either left me for a woman or the straight ones cheated on me with another man, monkey-branching to someone "better." I had a serious thing for a woman late last year, but she said she was into women "romantically" but was "asexual" otherwise.

Things I learned from the MGTOW website: They're LYING when they say that.

I can see that they COULD be lying because I'm not of their "social caste", but I've never been with an asexual before. She's apparently very, VERY into me. Her family thinks I'm great as well, which is definitely a new thing. My mother is asking if "I'll be marrying this one." I don't think I WANT to get married after seeing what the legal system can do to men.

Is this lack of sex for the rest of my life going to hurt me more than I'm thinking? Maybe it sounds petty that I'm thinking of sex (that's what the mangina would likely say), but I'm a GUY and I have urges...