To sum things up, I’m socially inept, never had any romantic or friendship experiences with women, and also I’m 5’4, black and I would consider myself to be unattractive, I’m 18 years old.

A lot of black people my age joined gangs when they were young and girls chase after criminals all the time, I’m thinking that I should join a gang before it’s too late.

Black women seem to hate (black) men that aren’t pro athletes, rappers, or gang members.

I have an opportunity to join this gang but to get in they’ll jump me for 1 minute but it’ll be at the minimum 6 people I’m getting jumped by.

When I was young, My parents to told me to focus on my education but I feel as that hasn’t gotten me anywhere in life, I worked hard, very hard just to see everyone else surpassed in all areas of life without putting in much effort and I feel like I’ve wasted my life.