And now I'm just a washed up blue collar worker. I used to be in a famous local band, throw awesome parties, and my personality is naturally dark triad. I had a N count of 80+. I've witnessed first hand the destructive nature of women. I'm living proof that even chads can lose the pussy once they lose their status.

I finally wised up and quit my band, got a decent job, stopped partying and hanging out with old friends with bad habits and the pussy dried right up. I don't know what to do at this stage of my life but It's between the red pill and here. The red pill seems like a waking contradiction because the one thing they try not to obsess over is the only driving force behind their actions, which becomes an obsession in and of itself. It doesn't seem worth it. I've always known I'll never get married or have kids and I'm sure the same sentiment is shared here with a lot of you guys. I guess I just wanted to share my story and say that I respect what you guys are doing and while I'm not totally certain I want to completely drop women, I'm getting very close to that point. I've also been falsely accused of rape from a girl I pumped and dumped which just makes MGTOW that much more appealing, my life could of been ruined, way too close of a call. I hope everybody here is successful in their endeavors and I'm proud to subscribe here and join the cause.