First of all, I know what I did. I’m writing this to get advice from the 1 or 2 mature actually alpha guys in here. The rest of you morons can laugh all you want( not gonna lie its pretty funny). So we were going to go out with my gf today, and when I mentioned it she said oh I thought we canceled it because the trip was canceled, sorry I made plans with my girls. at first I was like cool. Then she tried to reschedule but I was like no I can’t. Then for some reason I got inexplicably mad and started ranting to her if you loved me you would cancel on them right now and go out with me, admit you dont love me, admit you dont want to go out with me. basically the most beta shit you have ever seen. Then I was like I don’t love you anymore, I hate you(I know, I know). Then she just said okay. And messaged me later saying I want you to stay. After figuring out shit I agreed to stay. Then she asked if I loved her. I said I don’t don’t love you. back and forth like this until I said we should take a break for about a week until we figure shit out. Do I just fucking next her cause there is no chance I’m wetting that pussy again or what ?