A few years ago I got a glimpse into aspects of human nature that put me off of dating and had me rethinking life. It took some time for me to process everything and control myself but eventually I started to go against what millions of years of evolution had instilled inside of me, to reproduce aimlessly and follow after others in this strange women-worshipping society has become so absurd to me that I'd rather just not be apart of it.

When you're wrapped up inside the game of reproduction you will struggle to see things that exist out of it, like stopping to smell the flowers once in a while... one day you will die and won't be able to do these things anymore, spending your time chasing after women who view you as a resource to either give them genetics (reproduction) or to take care of children with your money doesn't make sense at all.

Discovering female nature starts out as this "oh that's so terrible" and may even end up in pure hatred towards the other sex, rightfully so if you think it's a conscious decision on their part to act for the sake of reproduction - but it just isn't. You get thrown into the world with predetermined characteristics and regardless of what lens you want to view this through (evolution, religion etc) that's just the way it is.

You're not any more valuable to society than what you are worth in their system.

You're not any more valuable to women than what you're worth genetically or financially.

You're not any more valuable to people than what you can offer them in a distinctly deceptive fashion, does true honesty really exist? Are they your friends because of some genuine "you", or do they like this appearance of you that has been molded through the journey of life? Is it all simply chemical releases in the brain? I don't know.

But you are able to make a conscious decision on what you would like to spend your life on, perhaps you will decide against dating and become a monk or maybe not... I won't tell anyone how to live their own life.