I finally did it, but at what cost? I work in fitness and turims and have always wanted to do that. Ofcourse my gf never supported me in that saying that there wherent enough money (for her). Almost a year ago I left her and told her that I didnt want to be second choice in every decision or fork in the road.

Last season I lost my job, and soon after my apartment because of covid19. I had to ask for help and I have been staying at my mom (im 32y) She wasnt happy and reminded me everyday what a loser I am. After a month I left, thinking its better to be homeless and free.

Last night i slept in a friends car, I have 35k swedish crowns (aprox >3500 USD), a bag with some cloths and a dream.

Tomorrow Im going to view an apartment for rent, my friend who's car I slept in offered me a job to work on his new firm. Another hotel called and offered me another job and things are looking up.

I finally did it, I WENT MY OWN WAY! I lost my gf and probably broke my relationship with my mom. (bet that some of my siblings aren't too happy either) But I am finally free. I been thinking about it for too long! But this time the conditions were perfect.

Much love to this community for the courage and support! No shame in being a proud man!