The country I live in, pretty much >50% of guys who hit the gym between 18-40 takes steroids. I'm a good looking guy, I have a pretty decent body, but when I go out it's impossible to compete with these juiced up chads. I make decent gains, but me at 5'10' weighing 165lbs lean looks like a 12 year old boy when I go out and pretty much everyone is <10%bf @190lbs plus. It will take me another good 4/5 years before I get to that size.

These guys who are juiced up look fucking awesome, don't get me wrong, and yes I am jealous, their t-levels are probs through the roof and without doubt they are fucking many women.

I know everyone is going to say up your game its all about game. But come on, these guys look super masculine being so muscly and it kind of pisses me off that I have to compete with these guys who are 'cheating'. I don't want to take roids for the negative health reasons but I am very tempted to just say fuck-it and watch my gains go through the roof.

Anyway this sounds like a vent and it is but maybe some of you guys can give me some guidance or advice.