At times I think I am capable of coping then I see something that triggers me.

I feel like part of me still has hope that the blackpill is not true, that the world does not work this way.

I see evidence confirming the blackpill over and over again, tall guys with women, good looking guys dominating the dating market.

Sub-5s and extremely short men struggling.

Average dudes sleeping with ugly women and being betabuxxed by average women.

Short men with fat women.

Tall guys with better-looking women.

It's just sad to be honest, I thought the world was better than this but it turns out most relationships are just looks / resources.

If you lack money or looks, you basically have no dating life.

I feel like I've given up on dating but I also feel like I am too young to give up too.

I am working with nothing here, 5'7, facially average, skinny, no money.

Story after story of the same things happening, e.g: https://www.reddit.com/r/malementalhealth/comments/127bo28/maybe_the_blackpill_was_right_all_along/

I don't want to be betabuxx, if I become successful I'd rather give my assets to my siblings upon my death rather than giving it to a woman who never really desired me.

Life is hell l0l.