I feel my ex doesn't love our children. Sounds stupid. I don't know, maybe last night all the children were asleep. Just been struggling with emotions all week at night when the children are asleep. Hard to fall asleep.

Just frustrates me. My oldest gave me the biggest hug in the world. Says she loves me. Gets upset, thinks I don't love her if I tell her something was wrong. I explained to her what was wrong, and I'll never stop loving you or her brother.

My entire existence and life are my children